marishka's no longer in china

nor minnesota, nor peru. some of you have been wondering where marishka in china aka not all those who wander are lost aka marishka in lotusland (+infinity identities) went. well, i'm pretty sure all that content is floating around in the same servers they've always been floating around... in (damn, i tried to not end that sentence with a preposition, and i did it twice over -- doh). sorry gang, but i had to put all that content away because of the following equation:

3 years + over 500 posts = embarrassment.

also, some writers consider their content ever the works in progress, always subject to change. well, i write off the cuff, so when i look back at what i've written, my desire to edit usually falls along the lines of destroy and deny! i never did/thought/wrote that... *shudder*

maybe it's significant i've decided to write without the context of transient location. am i home now?