non-smokers

sometimes i'm jealous of non-smokers. some of them act as though smoking were the worst committable action possible. to me, if smoking is the worst thing ever to these people, then they must be leading lives that are lacking complexity, or thereabouts. i don't want to call their lives 'pain free' as i think it would be unwise to whine about feeling the pains of life as we really all have them to some extent, but if smoking is the worst thing ever... then that must be a nice life in a nice world for those people.

sometimes allowing myself a cigarette is a nice reminder that things could be worse...